facebook keeps telling me to reconnect with him. when it tells other people that, they think it’s a “sign from heaven.” it’s not. he’s dead, he has ceased to exist, he’s not floating on a cloud and miraculously controlling facebook. it’s an automated internet feature that seems to have the sole purpose of reminding me that he’s dead and I can’t fucking “reconnect” with him. except maybe leave some flowers on his grave. I’ve never visited it. I can’t.
horrible fucking day. and I probably have pneumonia again.
